Thursday, October 23, 2008

heh. i m into the new Killers song. Humans. i just think its nice. i realised Krystal Meyers went mainstream too. awesome stuff.

anyway. today was my last day doing armskote duty. i sat in the armskote. thinking. wads gonna become of this place after i leave. i have a lazy replacement and a corner cutting ex-colleague. sounds like a pretty dodgy combination. i seriously fear for my OC. i mean like hes been really nice and supportive of me, since i got that letter from the MO saying my back couldnt take stores and throughout the time my knee took to heal. he gave me this armskote job and USMS, invitation cards, notice boards, even passed me for FPC even thou i dropped out of training to do armskote, lasly, he recommended me for the COPA job. i wish i could clone myself for him. haha. anyway. i think i ll really miss Charlie. today i was watching the Chain Of Command run from the armskote. and i saw how we won. and how the whole company banded together as one support and as one united team.

i just wonder if moving over to HQ will feel the same. obviously not.

and i m thinking to myself why m i listening to high tempo and upbeat songs when i feel so tired. i swear i did 5 days worth of administration in one day. parked my ass on the chair. and just filled the documents one by one.

anyway. i must say that moving over to Jurong Camp was really a disappointment. and i guess i deviated alittle time to time. but i really wanna thank God. i m not the most faithful or the most guai kid. but i knew that You would come true for me. that i make my own mistakes. and if people knew me better and got closer, i guess they would be able to spot the blemishes. i m just thankful that u taught me how to work around people. how to make friends and keep them close but keep the dodgy ones even closer. i m just thankful that putting on a spirit of excellence and professionalism in to everything add that with leaning on You even if my praying usually only happens in 5 minute spells or before mealtimes has helped me shine for you, has helped me speak into the lives of others. thank You for the windows of opportunities. thank You for favour of men. thank You for the new appointment!

|cowpoo| 10:36 PM|

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